Life Symphony

Damn.. its been 2 years already..

last post was March 3, 2009.. 

its a long journey.. yet its a never ending story...

aahh.. sudah tidak biasa dengan perkataan..

terdetik untuk kembali setelah sekian lama membisu..

ramai kawan.. tak semestinya ramai sahabat..

ramai yg dikenali.. tak semestinya smua sudi meminjamkan telinga utk mendengar.. even read what I need to let it out deep inside...

baru kebah dari demam.. suddenly since malam semalam..

but today I watch 2 movies and learn something from it..

1) Oz, The Great and Powerfull

2) KIL

both is a great movie.. a different plot each..

but anyway...

Oz, The Great and Powerfull didn't have a good start.. but in the end it shows something beneath the Prestidigitation of Oz itself..

Story of Oz that live on lies with full of ego boasting.. till that he is greater than

anyone.. but finally live on of what he aimed for..

KIL.. a local produced movie.. mostly of us think it will be a typical movie..

But who knows its had the sames level as Yasmin Ahmad production..

Real life.. real conversation.. less hypocrisy..

All in all.. both movie tell da same meaning...

Self demotivate.. even people do believe in yourself.. you still think you are not up to it.. 

Want everything to end.. but life is full of beauty.. cherish it!

But everyone needs a companion.. no one ever live alone to fulfill it..

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aku dah mula merapik di kala pagi yg tak dapat tido..

seharian tido selepas demam secara tiba2..

banyak yg perlu dicerita.. monitor, keyboard, vapor menjadi teman..

mungkin cukup setakat ini... perlu membiasakan diri kembali dengan perkatan..

at last.. ending song for today post..

"reminiscing the memoirs as it always being forgotten.."

Life's Symphony 4.0

haha.. at last.. my very own desktop pc... although its only 90% from wut im expected... tapi sangat2 berpuas hati... tade lagi nak pinjam2 pc org (kan boroy.. kan miji.. kan...) takde laa semak pc korang ngan aku nyer login facebook la, ym la, IRC la, dan macam-macam lagi..
tapi kan... macam sunyi laa plaks kat bilik miji... slalu ade aje bende nak gado.. nie dah sunyi tanpa suara... hilang kata-kata... yg tinggal hanyalah miji dan bunyi dari speakernya..

but still.. aku tido kat bilik ko gaks.. or else ko halau aku dari bilik.. wakkakakaka~
and here's is da pic of my desktop pc.. tade laa gempak mane.. tapi tade laa indah khabar dari rupe.. diam-diam ubi berisi... dapat gaks laa kalah kan pc boroy yg selama ni memegang takhta di Dragon's Lair... hell yeah~!!!

and at last... (brape kali punya last daa...) aku dapat install game yg aku nak main... to hell only strategy game allowed (x petut.. x petut.. wakakkaka~!) rupenyer tade laa lawa sangat.. ok laa...
here's da pic...

Just words...

I fear that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
A three is all that's good and right
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath a vicious square-root sign?

I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick
With just some quick arithmetic
I know I'll never see the sun
As 1.7321

Such is my reality

A sad irrationality

When, hark, just what is this I see?
Another square root of a three
Has quietly come waltzing by

Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
And with a wave of magic wands
Our square-root signs become unglued
And love for me has been renewed


P/S : familiar with this thing?? wakakka~ its nice...

Life's Symphony 3.0

On racial stereotypes, one quote's that :

If you're not lazy, you're not Malay,
If you don't cheat, you're not Chinese,
If you don't drink, you're not Indian.

and firmly rejects it with

I'm Malay, but I'm no slob,
my friend's Chinese but he's no cheat,
Another is Indian but he's no drunk,
Malay, Chinese, Indian or Others,
We are who we make ourselves to be,
Not the stereotypes we're made out to be.
But if we don't buck the trend,
We'll forever be stamped.

Come and think of it...

tagged by akal dan hati @ pacat

WHOEVER WHO GETS TAGGED HAS TO WRITE 10 THINGS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TAGGED HIM/HER.

1. 2nd person who tagged me. (think so..)
2. dewa gunung.. lagi 2 lagi lengkap dah takhta.. dem it!
3. member of dragon's lair
4. bajet lonely.. padahal.. jiwang and alwiz denied it..
5. hantu karok... walaupon demam tapi karok nyer pasal.. tade hal~!
6. mpp uniten? (wakakakaka...)
7. a geek.. computer freak~!
8. chef kedua of Nuremberg Council
9. antara "naga-naga" yg kronik...
10. tahap kelaparan tidak dapat diduga....

next to be tag?? hurmm...
boroy.. miji... nadia munji??

Just words...

Who am I?
Is there a self that exist before I was born now reside in me,
and will continue exists after it dies?
If so, what it is like, and what is the role of the self in the functioning of the world?
There is alone to be at one with nature instead of feeling separate
I there.. Nature there..
How is one to find about the self?
Once the quest begins, soul comes in
in a way of exploring the unknown, a way of
Discovering the self and the mind
and the is the beginning.. but there is no end
It's all start here....

In meditation to explore the space of the mind
It is in the clear space, the open place, that something
Appears that was not there before
In order to create dream, sacrifice are the only chance that has to commit
It's goes through delight, danger and chaos between them and for me

The struggles continues.........

Simfoni Kehidupan 2.0

kadang terfikir sebentar.. 99% buat perkara baik.. 1% buat perkara yg x berapa baik..
yg 1% tu jugak yg org akan ingat sampai bila-bila...
sakit hati tu mmg ada.. tapi apakan daya...
bak kata pepatah, "kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga"

hurmmm... dalam maksudnya...

mindset.. its da hardest thing to changed.. even history can easily over-written..
but this thing.. its not a small matter.. even itself can changed da path of a history...
let da past be da past.. let bygone be bygone..
wuts da point to be re-told, spoken, discussed over and over...
to boast about da bad accomplishment? to cherish dat finally u had an absolute point of authority?
fuck that.. as it wasnt da best damn thing to be remember..
way to ignore it? depends on the person.. whether they could handle it all along or not...

deMi daErah yAnG SemAkiN dIhimPiT..
DemI keSunGgUhAn..
pENgoRbaNan yaNg MaSiH aDa SeDiKIT..
JeRIH Ku AsaH..
KudRaT ku ASak..
TeKaD Ku PaSaK!!